things have been not as happy for me. i've just been feeling depressed and i dont like it. then i found out over the weekend o very good friend of my family has lung cancer and i just hope and pray she will survive this because she is a wonderful person and does not deserve to be sick like this and it saddens me even more.
and i just feel lonely. like my friends dont really care anymore. i feel very alone. i know i close up but thats because i'm doing homework and then i'm too tired afterwards so i go to bed. i know i need to get out there more it's hard when i feel so stressed with homework after the 1st week of classes.
i just dont know anymore what i should do....
i want to feel happy again, and i wonder if i can get there ever again.